Any change I make to physical appearance, speech,
music, even worship practice runs the risk of becoming "just another gimmick,"
and I fail to pull off being what I attempt to become.
Body:
Warning - academic speak follows:
This
post set me thinking about credibility and how preachers attempt to
achieve it. I think there are many social discourses (discourses refer to more
than language - dress, dialect, etc.) operating in and around discussion of "the
emerging church" which go unacknowledged. How does one become an authority on a
movement or trend? How does one signal to others that they are part of a group?
Do you get tatted up both arms, spike your hair, dress in some exotic flavor? Do
you go the academic route and grow a beard and get eyeglasses with tiny frames?
Do you produce an impressive CV? When I bring up such issues, people tend to be
dismissive. Dress and credentials and all these "superficial" things are not
important, they say.
Except that they
are.
Everyone is attempting to pull
off being a certain kind of person, trying to
achieve an image they have of themselves. Failure to pull off being a certain
kind of person (even if that kind of person is "authentic") will result in harsh
social penalties and a loss of
credibility.
Like Holden
Caufield, we may lament that the world is full of phonies. But also
like him, we play the game. If social discourse is phony (which it is not), then
we are all phonies. The validation of authenticity is only an affirmation that
we have succeeded in pulling off what we present ourselves as - "a genuine
person," maybe. What kind of clothes does a genuine person wear? What kind of
music does a genuine person listen to? The fact that we label successful
discourses "genuine" highlights the power of social discourses. Put another way,
people we label as "phony" have simply failed to pull off being something we
believed they were attempting. Perhaps we were wrong in reading what they were
attempting? But the fact that we make such judgments at all is proof that we
believe and act within social discourses.
Social discourses decide if we have
credibility, and who we have credibility among. As a preacher, I've been brushed
off because I've worn a robe and because I've not worn a robe, because I have
used church-language and because I've not used church-language. Most frustrating
is when we do not read the social context correctly and we fail, or are
perceived to fail, pulling off a certain social discourse. Then you're just a
poser.
These are language and power games.
And I'll confess, I have instantly
dismissed others for similar reasons. I'm one of those people who has not gone
to hear a particular preacher or speaker because
their hair is wrong.
Oh, don't look so shocked. When you've been
channel-surfing, you've seen the televangelist with the hair helmet and in less
than a second you made a judgment about how much you wanted to hear what he had
to say.
Part of being in a group is
accepting certain judgments about other groups as part of the group's
philosophy. For example, some pastors in the church accuse academics of living
in ivory towers. Academics accuse pastors who are not part of the intellegentsia
of being "out of touch," or "premodern," or "trendy" - sometimes all at the same
time! It's not uncommon to hear pastors being dismissive of seminary education.
Nor is it rare to hear professors lamenting the state of the church when they
have such blockheaded student-pastors to work with. I've inhabited both worlds
and I've seen how these social discourses play out. You can lose credibility if
you sound too smart. You can lose credibility for not using the right words. You
can lose credibility for not having credentials. You can lose credibility for
having credentials.
The reason this
post got me thinking in this direction was I wondered what kind of things
signify credibility to people suspicious of the establishment? (This wondering
of mine is tangential - I'm not implying Taylor is necessarily "suspicious of
the establishment"). How does someone achieve credibility among a group (street
cred) especially when it comes to conversation about what is or is not properly
"emerging?" What external social discourses signal to people hungry for reform
or revolution that we should engage in conversation, that we are like-minded
revolutionaries?
Preachers who agonize
over reaching the world for Christ at some point have to struggle with
credibility. And I'm not sure what is most threatening to preachers - the idea
that their message might be irrelevant or that they may not have credibility.
When it comes to signaling those frustrated with the institutional church that,
though I am a representative of that institution, I'm also working to change it,
where do I begin? Do I amplify my criticism of the church? Do I change what I do
in worship? Any change I make to physical appearance, speech, music, even
worship practice runs the risk of becoming "just another gimmick," and I fail to
pull off being what I attempt to become. As pastors, we pull off or fail at a
certain social discourse.
As groups,
particular churches also participate in social discourse. What kind of church is
this? A white yuppie church? A black prosperity gospel church? A contemporary
church? A blue-haired church?
Again,
it is easy for sincere people to misunderstand - you don't get to
opt
out of participating in a social discourse.
This isn't about "fooling people" or being "authentic" or "wearing a mask."
Social discourses run very deep, and you can no more opt out than you can decide
not to have race, or socioeconomic class, or gender, or politics. You may do one
or two social discourses very well, but you always broadcast social information.
How do preachers, pastors, and
teachers achieve credibility?